2011: Recap

Life is like a drama, and in 2011 I finally understand what it meant with that.

In 2011, I started off at the beginning of the year with a series of melts down with emotional stability. Despite thinking that I had closed my chapter happily in year 2010, the torment followed through to 2011 where I encountered not only changes in my relationship but also in my career and environment. I felt demoralised and disappointed by my family and also for moving to a place so foreign leaving my circle of friends and the blanket of comfort to a place where everyone around me is of different colour. It’s the first time in my life where I learn that ‘change’ is so malicious and unkind because it will not give you any time to get use to and will only throw tonnes and tonnes of uncertainty to you while you are still learning to balance yourself on a highline…

As a result, I shed not only my weights but also tears of frustration… Several times during the beginning of 2011 I wanted to just quit Australia and move back to my little hut in KK or just go backpacking in Australia and settle in small town but conscious sense kept pulling me back to reality leaving me no choice but to swallow the bitterness of responsibilities…

It felt like forever…

Then all of a sudden in mid-year the dark clouds just suddenly lifted and I felt like I am reborn … I was clear headed again and things are starting to work around me… My career was moving in the correct direction and I’m getting use to the strange coloured people around me… only burden at that time was to sell the house back in Malaysia… So I worked remotely looking for competent agent and alas I found one… coupled with support from the angel that visited me during my 27th birthday in UK and moral support from JB, finally, in the 3rd quarter of the year I found a buyer, hurdled to get the contract right then signed away the burden… phew!

So in the blink of an eye, 2011 passed just like that…

But is it really settled? Unfortunately no… there’s still the settlement to be done and I’m once again caught in hiccups… But this time I have decided to take a different approach, so rather than taking the whole thing up by myself, I’ve decided to share it… But will it pull through? We’ll wait and see…

Stupidgale

Stupidgale is a Sino-Kadazan office nerd during the day and leisure blogger by night. She enjoys writting about everything under the sun and is currently living in Singapore with her family (including teddygirl the corgi).

2 comments:

Abet said...

Aw~~ I think u meant to say Angel :} hehe..

Stupidgale said...

ba.. cepat juga u read my blog...! haha ya.. angel... siou... correction made... work hazard... hahas!