I Feel like Crap

because:

I am inpatient...
I am not attentive...
I am self-centred...
I am unaffectionate...
I am inconsiderate...
I am not investing enough... and
I suck at communication...

Then worst part is these had been (and still are) my attitude towards the person that I had chosen to be my partner... ~ sigh**


I have always treat my friends and family members good... but I am not sure why is it this goodness that is in me cannot or rather should I say did not reach my other half... In reverse what they got is all my crappy insolence…

I know it is strange... I feel weird myself... and believe me... to decipher why I am like that is driving me crazy as well… because though I cared for my other half (exes or current), my impudence towards them is no doubt a fact that is recognise…

Not only I am a bad lover, I am also like a grumpy old granny when it comes to relationship…

Though it is a nice to have a companion in life... I feel like crap when I can't fight my own devil... Maybe I am just not fit for a relationship...??

Stupidgale

Stupidgale is a Sino-Kadazan office nerd during the day and leisure blogger by night. She enjoys writting about everything under the sun and is currently living in Singapore with her family (including teddygirl the corgi).

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