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I thought I understood everything about love... but until my recent breakup… I don’t think I understand any of it any more than a seven year old girl… for all I know… I have been trying too hard… but the actual fact for a relationship is that you don’t need to really try that hard… because trying that hard will only make you forget yourself until you don’t know who you are anymore… All the liquor that I have had is only a lie and avoidance of the fact that I am fine from the loneliness that I felt…

Seven years is a long time… but to compare it to a lifetime… seven years is only a fraction of our life if we ever live that long…

I did not regret those seven years that I have had… because those seven years is where I have got my chance to know someone as wonderful as Monkey… and if I ever had the chance to say anything to him… it will only be nice words… I hope he can understand my decision… and I am only sorry for failing to let him understand me as a companion…

I really hope that the future for us both will be better… really really hope so… because only by moving on… we can become a better person… as much as it hurts… I am still a believer that better days will come after a rainy day…

Stupidgale

Stupidgale is a Sino-Kadazan office nerd during the day and leisure blogger by night. She enjoys writting about everything under the sun and is currently living in Singapore with her family (including teddygirl the corgi).

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